Entry #298

I was digging under the old oak tree like She wanted me to, to find what was under there. I couldn't stop crying in the mist. When I dug far enough, though, I found a list of ingredients. What do you think it means?
•Loon's might
•Amela Pisley
•Soppy peeds
•Hefty land
Ingredients for what? I don't think it's a meal we're talking about... unless it is. It's making me sick.
Part of me feels so cold and wet, and far from anyone else. I'm here, but I'm not. My body is separating. I don't know where I am anymore. Please ask Jesus for forgiveness.
With despair,
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